I can't focus on what I have to do.
Cause I'm not a salaried worker,
it directly leads to financial loss.
This situation sometimes makes me
miss my days as an worker who can get the money every month.
I know that I never want to found a job,
and It is also impossible to get a job.
So I have to do my best for my business.
But I haven't been able to do that for a long time
I'm very embarrassed, but at the same time,
I seem to have resigned myself.
Cause embarrassed, so resigned?
or
Cause resigned so embarrassed?
I don't know which one right...
But the fact is, regardless of their priority,
these two things are my current state.
Most of the day, I sat at a desk to work.
But most of that time, I was just absent-minded
Every day, I just need to pretend to do something
for my relief that "I did something"
it is meaningless.
But now... I can't have many plans...
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