I can't focus on what I have to do. Cause I'm not a salaried worker, it directly leads to financial loss. This situation sometimes makes me miss my days as an worker who can get the money every month. I know that I never want to found a job, and It is also impossible to get a job. So I have to do my best for my business. But I haven't been able to do that for a long time I'm very embarrassed, bu..